Sunday, May 20, 2012

69 days left

Well, we just completed 3 full weeks!  We've definitely struggled on the weekends with the diet and getting in a workout, but life is too busy.  I don't want to beat myself up about not being perfect.  The point of this journey was to try to stick to something for 90 days to see a big transformation, but the diet is impossible.  I would much rather learn how to do things in moderation than to try to completely eliminate stuff for a season.  It's just too hard.  EVERYTHING has sugar in it.  Dairy tastes good.  And I miss bread.  That's why I had 4 pieces of pizza at my son's birthday party!!  Oops.

I know I feel better when I eat better, but seriously I'm annoyed.  And I'm really annoyed about the fact that I can't deviate from the diet AT ALL or I gain 3 lbs.  That's just ridiculous.  I'm never gonna be a fitness model so WHY do I need to eat like this????

I'm just questioning if I can do this any longer.  I can handle the workouts.  But the stupid restrictive diet...it's just too much.  However what's the alternative?  Never feel comfortable in my clothes again?  Either I keep going and allow a few cheats here and there, or gain back the weight and feel gross.  What's more important?  Ice cream or fitting into my jeans? 

I'm really struggling to find a balance.  I want to think about this clearly and with a healthy perspective.  This is tough. 

3 comments:

  1. I think you hit the nail on the head. That's why it's a crash diet, when you go off it, it doesn't work. I'm sorry it's rough. I couldn't do it!

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  2. I did Weight Watchers to lose my weight, and I loved their program because they taught you how to eat in moderation, watch your portions, and eat healthier-meeting nutritional guidelines. I don't know if you have ever checked out the following websites: sparkpeople or myfitnesspal They are essentially Weight Watchers-esque, but without the fees! So, they can break down how much of your daily eating was carbs, fats, etc. and make recommendations. Plus, sparkpeople has a community aspect to it to keep you motivated. Hang in there, April, you can do it!

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  3. Kate, it's not technically a crash diet. It's supposed to be a lifestyle change, I'm just too addicted to fried chicken and ice cream! :) Most people that change to paleo love it. I really struggle cause I want to live it up every weekend, which means eat good food.
    Kari, my sisters love Weight Watchers. They've been very successful with that plan. The reason I can't do it is because my husband won't buy ANYTHING with preservatives, artificial sweeteners, etc. so weight watchers packets, meals, and whatnot are low cal but filled with those ingredients. But I have been tempted to try it since it works for so many people. I do think I need to watch my calorie intake. Even though what I'm eating is "good" fat, I'm eating too much of it. Thanks for your encouragement!

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