Disastrous

My diet was pretty much non-existent over the weekend and I gained back 2 flipping pounds!!  I was worried I would do this....ANNDDD I did!  I'm so weak when it comes to pizza, donuts, Cheesecake Factory and Jeni's ice cream!  But it was my birthday celebration and Mother's day so give me a break!

But seriously I hate that.  The fact that I feel guilty about giving in to some wheat and sugar like it's the devil or something is just dumb.  This diet is so restrictive it's pretty much impossible to stick to while eating out.  I'm annoyed with myself for gaining 2 lbs., but I want to be able to live a little.  However, I said I would do 90 days, and once those 90 days are complete, I won't have to feel so guilty.  I want to eat healthy, I even enjoy eating healthy, but celebrating special occasions usually means eating fatty, heavy foods and I'm going to do it every once in awhile.  It's just life.  But until these 90 days are over, I HAVE to choose more wisely. 

I didn't work out on Saturday either. The day was just too busy to fit it in.  Oh well...a disastrous weekend does not mean I've failed this journey.  I just need to refocus.  So I've eaten well all day and did my workout and I feel better.  I'm back on track and plan on sticking to the course.  Just 75 more days!

Days 13 and 14 were not my friends.  But Day 15, I showed you who's boss.